从cóng你nǐ动dòng摇yáo的de那nà一yī刻kè，，我wǒ们men之zhī间jiān再zài无wú可kě能néng小xiǎo说shuō名míng第dì2255章zhāng

后hòu来lái，，陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo亲qīn眼yǎn看kàn见jiàn他tā们men两liǎng个gè人rén结jié了le婚hūn。。前qián三sān年nián，，还hái算suàn幸xìng福fú。。陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo以yǐ为wèi以yǐ后hòu也yě会huì这zhè样yàng，，便biàn稍shāo微wēi放fàng下xià心xīn来lái。。直zhí到dào她tā看kàn见jiàn周zhōu若ruò博bó每měi年nián回huí村cūn，，都dōu会huì去qù山shān上shàng祭jì拜bài自zì己jǐ，，时shí不bù时shí接jiē济jì自zì己jǐ活huó下xià来lái的de儿ér子zi时shí，，就jiù觉jué得dé完wán了le。。这zhè些xiē事shì情qíng宋sòng佳jiā蕊ruǐ都dōu不bù知zhī道dào，，若ruò是shì她tā知zhī道dào，，会huì如rú何hé？？但dàn陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo担dān心xīn的de事shì情qíng终zhōng究jiū还hái是shì发fā生shēng了le。。她tā亲qīn眼yǎn见jiàn到dào宋sòng佳jiā蕊ruǐ找zhǎo到dào了le那nà本běn日rì记jì本běn。。以yǐ前qián的de周zhōu若ruò博bó有yǒu记jì日rì记jì的de习xí惯guàn，，特tè别bié是shì和hé自zì己jǐ在zài一yī起qǐ的de时shí候hòu，，每měi天tiān晚wǎn上shàng几jǐ乎hū都dōu是shì写xiě日rì记jì。。这zhè些xiē日rì记jì，，写xiě的de都dōu是shì他tā们men相xiāng爱ài的de故gù事shì。。陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo就jiù这zhè样yàng，，跟gēn着zhe宋sòng佳jiā蕊ruǐ又yòu重zhòng新xīn看kàn了le一yī遍biàn。。11997733年nián11月yuè1177日rì：：今jīn天tiān是shì袅niǎo袅niǎo答dá应yīng和hé我wǒ相xiāng处chù的de第dì一yī天tiān，，我wǒ做zuò了le一yī个gè重zhòng大dà的de决jué定dìng：：放fàng弃qì继jì续xù当dāng兵bīng的de打dǎ算suàn，，和hé她tā结jié婚hūn。。11997733年nián11月yuè1188日rì：：我wǒ把bǎ想xiǎng法fǎ告gào诉sù袅niǎo袅niǎo，，可kě袅niǎo袅niǎo生shēng气qì的de拒jù绝jué了le我wǒ。。她tā说shuō：：不bù应yīng该gāi把bǎ婚hūn姻yīn束shù缚fù在zài工gōng作zuò上shàng，，让ràng我wǒ好hǎo好hǎo的de继jì续xù当dāng兵bīng。。若ruò是shì我wǒ真zhēn的de不bù当dāng兵bīng了le，，也yě就jiù不bù和hé我wǒ在zài一yī起qǐ了le。。我wǒ当dāng然rán害hài怕pà，，立lì刻kè就jiù答dá应yīng了le袅niǎo袅niǎo，，只zhǐ是shì决jué定dìng亏kuī欠qiàn了le袅niǎo袅niǎo。。最zuì后hòu一yī篇piān日rì记jì是shì11997744年nián66月yuè2200日rì：：我wǒ好hǎo不bù容róng易yì休xiū假jiǎ，，回huí到dào村cūn子zi找zhǎo到dào袅niǎo袅niǎo时shí，，她tā已yǐ经jīng被bèi逼bī嫁jià给gěi了le隔gé壁bì村cūn脾pí气qì暴bào躁zào的de人rén。。我wǒ质zhì问wèn她tā的de母mǔ亲qīn，，可kě她tā的de母mǔ亲qīn只zhǐ是shì一yī副fù袅niǎo袅niǎo是shì自zì愿yuàn的de表biǎo情qíng。。袅niǎo袅niǎo不bù是shì这zhè种zhǒng人rén，，是shì我wǒ亏kuī欠qiàn了le她tā！！我wǒ对duì袅niǎo袅niǎo的de亏kuī欠qiàn，，这zhè辈bèi子zi都dōu还hái不bù完wán了le。。长zhǎng长zhǎng的de日rì记jì本běn写xiě满mǎn了le她tā们men的de过guò去qù。。看kàn见jiàn宋sòng佳jiā蕊ruǐ眼yǎn泪lèi落luò下xià的de那nà一yī刻kè，，陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo也yě无wú比bǐ崩bēng溃kuì：：谁shuí让ràng你nǐ还hái给gěi的de我wǒ啊a，，我wǒ不bù觉jué得dé亏kuī欠qiàn啊a！！只zhǐ是shì她tā们men之zhī间jiān没méi有yǒu缘yuán分fēn罢bà了le。。陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo俯fǔ身shēn到dào匆cōng匆cōng赶gǎn来lái办bàn公gōng室shì的de周zhōu若ruò博bó耳ěr边biān说shuō：：周zhōu若ruò博bó，，你nǐ别bié亏kuī欠qiàn别bié的de女nǚ孩hái子zi了le，，她tā小xiǎo，，什shén么me都dōu不bù懂dǒng，，你nǐ要yào让ràng着zhe她tā啊a！！宋sòng佳jiā蕊ruǐ装zhuāng作zuò什shén么me事shì都dōu没méi有yǒu的de样yàng子zi，，让ràng陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo更gèng沉chén默mò了le。。直zhí到dào回huí家jiā的de那nà刻kè，，在zài路lù边biān见jiàn到dào了le自zì己jǐ的de孩hái子zi和hé母mǔ亲qīn时shí，，才cái是shì陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo最zuì难nán受shòu的de样yàng子zi。。他tā们men来lái做zuò什shén么me？？周zhōu若ruò博bó帮bāng他tā们men家jiā已yǐ经jīng够gòu多duō了le，，再zài来lái缠chán着zhe，，就jiù没méi有yǒu意yì思sī了le。。可kě是shì她tā说shuō的de话huà，，没méi有yǒu人rén能néng听tīng见jiàn。。再zài后hòu来lái，，就jiù如rú同tóng之zhī前qián一yī样yàng，，宋sòng佳jiā蕊ruǐ离lí婚hūn流liú产chǎn，，一yī个gè人rén前qián往wǎng广guǎng州zhōu。。周zhōu若ruò博bó却què发fā了le疯fēng，，拼pīn命mìng地dì找zhǎo她tā。。宋sòng佳jiā蕊ruǐ为wèi了le躲duǒ周zhōu若ruò博bó躲duǒ闪shǎn了le好hǎo些xiē天tiān，，才cái踏tà上shàng这zhè艘sōu船chuán。。可kě那nà天tiān，，也yě像xiàng这zhè天tiān一yī样yàng，，狂kuáng风fēng肆sì作zuò，，海hǎi浪làng卷juǎn起qǐ几jǐ丈zhàng高gāo，，淹yān没méi了le宋sòng佳jiā蕊ruǐ的de身shēn躯qū。。陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo崩bēng溃kuì地dì想xiǎng去qù救jiù她tā：：不bù，，宋sòng佳jiā蕊ruǐ，，回huí来lái！！而ér周zhōu若ruò博bó却què永yǒng远yuǎn没méi有yǒu找zhǎo到dào了le宋sòng佳jiā蕊ruǐ的de踪zōng迹jī，，最zuì终zhōng还hái是shì领lǐng养yǎng了le念niàn博bó。。至zhì于yú这zhè一yī次cì，，为wèi什shén么me周zhōu若ruò博bó会huì听tīng见jiàn她tā妈mā妈mā说shuō的de话huà，，是shì陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo把bǎ宋sòng佳jiā蕊ruǐ提tí前qián藏cáng起qǐ来lái，，才cái让ràng周zhōu若ruò博bó提tí前qián回huí到dào了le家jiā里lǐ，，听tīng见jiàn了le这zhè番fān话huà。。不bù属shǔ于yú她tā儿ér子zi的de东dōng西xī，，她tā不bù会huì允yǔn许xǔ他tā拥yōng有yǒu。。他tā是shì自zì己jǐ和hé最zuì恨hèn的de人rén生shēng出chū的de东dōng西xī，，陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo对duì他tā没méi有yǒu任rèn何hé的de感gǎn情qíng。。未wèi来lái，，他tā能néng长zhǎng成chéng人rén，，是shì陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo最zuì大dà的de期qī待dài了le。。表biǎo姐jiě，，谢xiè谢xiè你nǐ啊a。。宋sòng佳jiā蕊ruǐ又yòu听tīng见jiàn陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo在zài末mò世shì获huò得dé了le一yī个gè空kōng间jiān，，又yòu去qù别bié的de世shì界jiè攒zǎn了le好hǎo多duō东dōng西xī，，但dàn空kōng间jiān森sēn**晚wǎn**整zhěng**理lǐ以yǐ及jí存cún在zài。。所suǒ以yǐ这zhè也yě是shì自zì己jǐ能néng活huó下xià来lái的de原yuán因yīn。。她tā不bù禁jìn感gǎn叹tàn，，陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo该gāi有yǒu多duō辛xīn苦kǔ啊a，，明míng明míng她tā才cái是shì最zuì痛tòng苦kǔ的de那nà个gè人rén。。说shuō到dào这zhè里lǐ，，陈chén袅niǎo袅niǎo叹tàn了le口kǒu气qì：：阿ā蕊ruǐ，，剩shèng下xià的de七qī世shì里lǐ，，有yǒu六liù世shì，，我wǒ都dōu没méi能néng救jiù下xià你nǐ。。